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How Can I Stop Feel Dripped (Fixed Sentences)

 This place is full of my belongings.. But I don't feel like home The blanket is tidy, the mattress is big enough for two.. But i'm cold and left alone Getting ready for my late night bath.. I'm sitting here like a sponge letting everything soaks.. Listening to the water flows. I wish it was the smell of petrichor instead.. I'm sure it wasn't.. It was more like a dried tears hidden somewhere beneath some ingrown hairs.... As i said to myself.. It is hard, it is hard.. It was still my choice to make.. And submitting myself with idea of not feeling lonely anymore.. On my nights and whatnots.. It was still the best decision i've made.. Even if it kills me But afterall, my journey was never easy and i made it through so far.. Though bones break, and sweat sweats, and laughter slowly fades.. And then i saw him.. And he was me, only older and wise.. He was me, only thinner and less bitter.. The ghost in front of me smirks.. The ...

NEVER DELETING

i want this now even more than i've wanted before. i dont know what to do i'm so lost. i'm so tired and i dont know what im talking about anymore but i  want  this. you just remember that.